Its been a very long time so ill give you the bad news first ……I was ment to updat this a month ago but the things i would of wrote would of made you think i was about jump of a bridge or something….well maybe not something that drastic but i was very upset…….
The bad news after the holidays busting my as to do my typographic brief to get on to 2nd year i finally got my results on the 21st september to find out……. FAILED ! like wow i was emotional anyone that saw me knew i was emotional wreck panda eyes like whoa !
So i marched down to uni to find out what the deal was with my low grade ….. GUESS WHAT stupid DMU (de montfort university in leicester ) Lost my development work my whole sketch book !!! and my tutor who ill call THE IDIOT TUTOR but if your from my class you know who i mean ……. Well he just smiles and tells me they looked high and low for it and are doubting i submitted it at all …..maybe i should do HND !!!!!
What the fuck mate like i never got triple distinction in college n ure telling me i cant do a degree course !!!Not to give him the satisfaction of seeing him break me down in tears i walked out in despair to find someone that could actually help me !
So more bad news followed ….. i spoke to the dean head of design and was told i cant do my graphic design n photography course for 3 yrs ! n i cant get on another course till next year !!!………But GUESS WHAT we went to the room were my work was stored and what is just lying in the table with lots of other sketchbooks !!!! MY SKETCHBOOK !!!
OOOOOOOHHHHHHH MMMMMYYYYY GGGOOODDDDD !!!Are you serious…… so this head of design is sorting it out to get remarked but who tries to put a spanner in the works and crushes my dreams even more ……..THE IDIOT TUTOR ….. ” well i just don’t think Samantha is right for the course….just beacuase the sketchbooks been found doesn’t change anything ” !!!!
So he basically told the one guy that could have just put me on 2nd year i was a no hoper ! ….. so a couple days went by …. depressing days of hardly eating or sleeping and mainly crying then finally…. i get told i can be put on to The Photography and video course ……. WOW im a fresher again !
It is actually real good news as i know some people didn’t get back in at all so in a way i am lucky…….
Little tortoise x